<请你不要流泪>

It has reali been looooong since i've posted another song of mine. alwiz felt bad not being able to rerecord my songs into better quality tangible pieces. Felt that this piece might be suitable for some people, either who r too stressed up or pessimistic wif life.

this song was composed in 2001 oso, one of my earliest song composed as well. i doubt i'll have the strength to sing it now....感觉上歌声好想越变越差，越来越没有中气了.

<请你不要流泪>

午夜的钟声在耳边响起 孤单的我在被寂寞侵袭
身旁的收音机 播放着让人沉醉的旋律
门外听见你的声音 你又再次哭红了眼睛
就让我为你擦干泪滴

人生不如意 不是三言两语能够说尽
无奈短暂的生命 有谁不曾经理狂风暴雨
你要学者照顾自己 别让心疼你的我担心
岁月脚步不会为你而停息

请你不要流泪 在大的伤痛我为你背
伤痛不应该让谁 感到如此地疲惫
如果你想流泪 在我的胸前你有我陪
用我的爱安慰你心扉

i have to reeeeecall the lyrics, cos it has really been long since i last sang this song. listening to it now makes me feel that 我当时的唱腔已经落伍了.....lol..copy and paste the link onto ur browser if u r keen to listen to the song.

http://images.hsy9435.multiply.com/song/1/7/full/U2FsdGVkX18OA8feMfDw7tUTl39ShfVxvaBXm3KCQxi0oqFnsN0IrA==/qing%20ni%20bu%20yao%20liu%20lei%5Btuned%5D.mp3


Feel so glad that i've managed to unwind a little...after going thru many late nites to complete my CN4120 individual report, and of course not forgetting tues nite which i only managed to sleep at 8AM the nx day to finish the report for submission today so that i can haf the rest of the day to prepare for my LAB2201 test which also falls on today, to my horror, the dept suddenly made an announcement to postpone the deadline to nx monday........of course i'm angry....y muz they alwiz give pple heart attacks in such last min notices??? if they haf announced the change earlier, i could manage my time so much more effectively so that i can achieve a better balance between report writing and studying for my LAB2201 test...and apparently, i've sacrificed my revision time for the test for the report and dats wat i got...in the end, only used 1 day to study for the test and i definitely underperformed......but..wat to do??? those pple up there neva realise that the decision made by one person up there can affect those at the bottom so much.....now dat pple given more time to complete the report..i'm sure more spoil market pple will do more things to spoil the market........but i dun care anymore.......they can get the As and A+ they wan. i'll be contented wif a B+.......

明天会更好

It's 3 am in the midnite and i'm still awake. This hell week is reali putting my mental and physical endurance to a test. Last nite slept at 6am, and i'm still not sure when i'll sleep later. All becos of my dear beloved CN4120. "You are always in my heart". and i'm sure u r always in many people hearts too, esp the current yr 4 chem eng students. and i'm blogging now not becos i haf nothing better to do. It's because i'm taking a supper break, eating a packet of Strawberry Pocky which I've bought from Chiang Mai 3 mths ago....yes, dats my pace at which i eat snacks. cos i dun love to eat 零食 in general. dun hate, but seldom crave, unless I'm stressed...esp during the past few days. Now i can only motivate myself with my favorite mp3s and probably food. hopefully, 《明天会更好》, vaguely remembered that the composer was 罗大佑. this song will continue to be my motivating force, at least over these few days still.

Listen to the song here

Good Laugh

My last 50 days as an undergraduate is indeed challenging to the max. So stressed until i realise i need a good laugh, so i decided to watch my fav 周星驰 show <赌圣>

Here r the most classic scenes that will surely cause me to BURST INTO LAUGHTER even having watched the movie for more than 10 yrs since 1991.

Bought its original vcd from Genting in 2004. This show has always accompanied me thru the most stressful moments because i will alwiz feel happier after a good laughs after watching the show. Btw, I'm watching the show while blogging now!!

Went for MOE talk today. I alwiz had this dilemma whether i shld pursue a career in teaching. Feedback from many people is that i'm suitable for the job, psychological tests have also reflected that i'm suitable to be a teacher, an occupation that is respected by others (is it still true in Singapore's society???). But the teacher who has affected my life the most, whom i'm closest to, said that even though she feels that my character suits teaching, but i shld go out and gain a few years of technical experience as an engineer 1st so that you can impart to ur students the most important knowledge that is most relevant to the industry. Her words had alwiz bothered me, at least for the past few years already. So i am reali in a dilemma now, whether or not to sell my life away for 4 years to the teaching profession........the 2 pencils were souveniors that i got from the seminar. yes, in the background is my BEST BEDTIME STORY.....lecture notes...everytime when i wanna read those notes while lying on the bed, i NEVA FAIL TO FALL ASLEEP AFTER READING THEM FOR LESS THAN 15 MINS!

A small gift but it's reali appreciated. I hope that u be back in ur beloved CM to embark on ur desired career, and I'll also be able to reciprocate your kindness with abit of 惊喜, i hope :)

Post Poster Presentation Activities

Well, as usual, still busy from work even though my FYP is GONE FOREVER....This thing has kept me and my group members super bz over the past few months.....

Yes this is the one.....HYSYS.....it's a software all Chem Eng students have to be proficient in. We model industrial chemical processes using this....the "columns" indicate the distillation columns. We need to design this Acrylonitrile Synthesis Process using this software by 7 people, among which 5 of us were responsible in developing this process flow diagram, 1 to design heat exchanger, and 1 to design waste treatment....and i'm one of the 5 people. and we oni got to complete this today, after ard 2 mths of reading up and staring at the green/grey /blue screen (i dunno the color exactly)

Had a nice time gathering wif my secondary sch classmates today. Went to this "Villa Bali" for a drink, and this place reminded me of "Warm up" in Chiang Mai, cos there were some similarities in the atmosphere and general settings though it follows an Indonesia concept. My advice: neva ever order Tequilla Sunrise, cos it taste like Codipront Cough Syrup!!! though it looks nice from the outside.....indeed a bimbotic drink....pukez

I was asked the definition of a beautiful woman in my opinion. Well, i feel, that a beautiful woman must not only be pretty, she should also be someone who can speak with composure and with a certain degree of wisdom.....To me, i just simply cannot tolerate airheads. Similarly, a woman who may look more ordinary, but being able to speak with conviction and wisdom and more importantly a kind heart, is also a beautiful woman. :) Sounds like a judge for Miss Universe wor......lol. anyway I watched Miss Universe since 1989, ask me and i'll be able to tell you the countries who won from 1988 to 2005....lol

Graduating Signs!

Finally 放下了一颗心头大石, and i feel slightly less stressed now....becos today has marked the end of my FINAL Year Project! The end of this project is a clear sign that i'll be graduating soon! and reali soon. around 50 more days and it'll mark the end of my undergraduate studies. But I still got alot more tasks to complete! To directly translate this into Bahasa Indonesia is....masih ada banyak pekerjaan yang masih harus saya buat! Still got a final Design project, Electronic Material Science term paper, Bahasa Indonesia project report, HRM project!.........Saya berahap saya ada 50 jam sehari sia.....semester yang terakhir memang paling ramai dan sulit sia!!!!! 但愿我能够以无穷的毅力来为我的大学生涯画上完美的句号，努力迈向更璀璨的未来!
Kepada bayi, rasamu sudah saya erti. sebenarnya, saya juga ada rasa cukup baik untukmu, mudah-mudahan kita ada takdir supaya kita bisa temu lagi.

Sample posters behind the people! but none of them are mine!

WCU ChBE CN4 2002/2003Perhaps the best thing abt the dept i'm studying in is that we have fixed classes for our whole 4 years. Looks like i have aged over the last 4 years!! 是岁月摧残了年少的容颜吗？

Learning

Going to grad soon and i am pretty bothered about whether i'll be employed after i grad. recently i got to know of this company KK is working in by chance. and i'm exposed to inspirational talks on how to get rich, start and manage a business etc..... and I am reali thinking of the possibility of joining him in a business partnership.

but this got me into a great dilemma, because right now i still gotta jaga my studies, and mainly because 我好不容易才咸鱼翻身, by agreeing into his partnership, my time dedicated to studies will surely decrease, and it can easily put my grades at risk. So after careful consideration, i rejected him for the moment.

I dunno whether i'm right in my decision, as my belief of life is dat i will go to the side which are of greater importance to me, and whoever need me more. I agree that without me, his business can still go well. but if i dedicate less to my sch work, all my grp work will be affected. i hope i am right that i am not putting the well being of all my frens at risk, that my actions can directly affect my grp performances, and that can easily affect our final overall result for the projects. i cannot just think of myself for now........whichever side i choose will require my full commitment in order to succeed, by choosing to sit on the fence will probably get me nowhere 两头不着岸 and chances are, people from both sides will get unhappy with me because i am not putting in my best effort for any of them. can someone advise me on whether i am doing the right thing???????

but now that i have made a choice, i feel better and more 轻松, that i have more time to do what i have chosen to do, and hopefully i wun be bothered too much by the other options that seem so promising.......

got a nice chinese song to recommend, since i have no time to write new songs.....
If i'm not mistaken, he is the Malaysian Idol....and this song is pretty nice i feel
listen to the song

林宇中 - 靠岸
作词:林秋离/张丽念 作曲:李志清 编曲:吴庆隆

你坐在 我身边 可是表情很不自然 聊的话很平凡却很悲伤
你说你 不相信 活着就是为了梦想 甚至你 更怀疑 什么是地久天长
咖啡麻醉不了孤单 只会让心更烫 哦 都一样 所谓梦想终究飘飘荡荡
在迷乱的台北流浪 寻找一个幻想 突然很渴望在我身上 找到你要的靠岸
你坐在 我身边 可是表情很不自然 聊的话很平凡却很悲伤
你说你 不相信 活着就是为了梦想 甚至你 更怀疑 什么是地久天长
咖啡麻醉不了孤单 只会让心更烫
哦 都一样 所谓梦想终究飘飘荡荡
在迷乱的台北流浪 寻找一个幻想 突然很渴望在我身上 找到你要的靠岸
这一刻 当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿 爱情早已经开始 思念早己经蔓延
咖啡麻醉不了孤单 只会让夜更长 我 也一样 飘飘荡荡眼神交换迷惘
在冷漠的台北流浪 找一个避风港 突然很渴望在你身上 也找到我要的靠岸